Some days I get mad at myself for not being more patient, understanding, compassionate, affectionate...some days I just do not feel like I have it to give. I suppose this just makes me human and it does no good to get upset with myself. It probably only makes the situation worse...the old snow ball rolling down the hill analogy.
some days I just want both kids to be sleeping peacefully so I can have five minutes to myself...then I feel selfish for wanting five minutes when my kids want me.
some days i get mad at myself because i can not make one of them happy enough to stop crying. I don't have all the answers and that frustrates me too. some days I just wonder if I am cut out for this role as a mama...
I hope God gives me the courage and strength I need to get through days like this....
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